death bed (coffee for your head) – Powfu, beabadoobee
I wasn’t even angry when he told me I wasn’t going to be introduced to his family. I was so disappointed and out of negative energy to give. I was emotionally exhausted and even though it was more bad news, I just couldn’t fully process another promise that was broken.
I deflected those bullets off because I believed my sole purpose was to fix our relationship. I really thought that by reuniting we’d immediately reconnect and it would be better.
I knew “Tyler” was feeling so low and defeated as I think deep down he knew it was over and it wasn’t salvageable, but still wanted to try. I selected this song because I love the term “cup of coffee for your head” if only it were that simple to fix. If only that coffee and brekky roll I bought him brought us back together, but I see now that it was just another one of his exploitative tactics.
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